So, went on deviant today, almost by mistake because I found a forum post randomly here that mocked people with eating disorders, simply because they were fed up with their own lame lives.
Angered me quite a bit so ranted there and hopefully they can realize that eating disorders are not something to be taken lightly or to be laughed upon!

I've spent two whole days indoors, because I've been to lazy to go outside, I've been on what you could call bedrest.

I have some issues and as I don't really have anyone besides my closest friends on deviant I can pour my heart out, they already know.

My ex-boyfriend crashed here the other night after work, I was a good girl and kicked him out of my bed. No more sex.
I have a stalker, kind of creepy, I can't even go exercise without looking over my shoulder, he has signed up at the exact same gym as me and he goes there every single day after I told him that's there I go. I told him that when I thought he was just a bit weird and not a stalker. He keeps watching me and making moves on me even after I rejected him like 3000 times straight to his face, and very very clearly with sugarcoating the truth.

I'm behind on my school work, and my last assignments have come back to me with horrifying grades. I cannot do maths, I must have some sort of dyslexia there since I cannot even memorize other formulas than sinus and cosinus rules.

I cannot sleep. At all. Insomia, and stress. I feel bad for faking that my phone was broken so I wouldn't have to hang out with some guys that my bestfriends hate, and a girl who is very nice and friendly, I don't think it's possible to ever fight with her. I felt so bad today I did some compulsive exericise which translates into 200 lunges, 300 sit-ups, 20 push-ups and twitching my ass constantly.